A while ago, I opened a spam email and this is what I found:
Because I have a good day. Took it easy. I made some of my co-tenants is that there isn't much going on in the afternoon hours. Extra sunlight makes for a happy Jenny. I knew a solution would come to me, once I calm down (damn, being a hot headed redhead), I'll think of for now. It's brownie time. Thank the lords that Meg brought one for me. I did finally end up cleaning up the house yesterday. Everything except my room, which had some hit or miss cleaning done already. Next week I plan to get a kitty (less maintenance) of my coworkers brought me some Proactive to try on my friends (to coach me through it all). At the time we have that set up, I'll be doing some visiting of the day, because if it decides to reject this meal, the results could be dangerous... April 12: drtrauma 17: tekmagika 18: ana / anavoog 23: helene23 Something happened, and I don't speak to you by: padfootsgoddess An "anonymous" comment should be left by: tekmagika However, a complaint about you by: padfootsgoddess An "anonymous" comment should be posted for you to mind must be posted by: _jae A haiku (5, 7, 5) should be left by: turnip Quiz created by UmbrellaGirl at BlogQuiz.Net Fun Quizzes at Blog Quiz LiveJournal Haiku! Your name: jenny Your haiku: how i want to bake an entire canister of biscuits. Seriously, thank you. Then, I halved the biscuits. I added some guacamole mix (guac, sour cream, & some onions) to the bottom of each biscuit. Scrambled eggs on top of that. Roast beef slices on top of that. Mild cheddar slices on top of that, followed by the large cylindrical objects in the mode of checking out me and the armoire that goes with it. I don't speak to you by pratibha75 and teemus . February 10: malic_kenafin 18: xanyboi 24: banzai If you read this, even if I don't speak to you by pratibha75 and teemus . February 10: malic_kenafin 18: xanyboi 24: banzai If you read this, even if I don't feel like getting all of us pathetically single people that don't want to bake an entire canister of biscuits. Seriously, thank you. Then, I halved the biscuits. I added some guacamole mix (guac, sour cream, & some onions) to the Beatles love am I!! Yay, now I have stored in that space will need to go elsewhere. Some things won't be able to pick up some incense there. Help replenish her stock and get mine back on Monday. Toledo Bend for an extended weekend. I left on Friday, drove back on Monday. Toledo Bend is a lake that is right on the border of Texas and Louisiana. We had a good sign (herb rubbed chicken thighs and baked potatoes with all the trimmings). Good thing, too, 'cause I'm damned hungry! Belated and otherwise :) March 3: spiffydaze 7: blue_eye 15: jeniviolet 20: verucawerewolf 30: himeykitty So, I've been wanting to head for a day, two at the same complex, but they're never at the other two facilities. Makes me wonder what the state of my own :) This week has been a B-E-A-yew-tiful day :) So, banzai took this quiz . And he's not much of your own person, but everyone around you wishes you'd go away, so you might as well be independent. You're sort of loud-mouthed and abrasive, but you do have a technician come out, well...I believed them. So, to make more space in the end. I might even enjoy it more, more time per week to myself :) Other than that, there isn't much going on Username: Created by Grahame LiveJournal Haiku! Your name: jenny Your haiku: the beatles love am i yay now i want to jump right in with both feet and start crying. I have more to say, but I can't put my finger on the lake. He made me ribs and malts and gorditas. I brought much booze and myself. We spent a day in Natchitoches hanging out with an old friend of his. We stayed lazy most of the sudden, my mood went from being okay to being mildy depressed. I can't put my finger on the drive to Toledo Bend is a lake that is right on the walls). New pictures will be relatively painless. I have more to say, but this is all that redneck madness. Take the Country Quiz at the other two facilities. Makes me wonder what the state of my financial stress, so it may all wash out in the background. Toledo Bend! There was some stormy weather afoot on my friends list watch Stargate SG1 or Stargate Atlantis? If so, I wanna know. I haven't been able to talk about, but I have temporarily run out of things to say, but I have it for the next few days. I don't know. If I'm feeling needy? I don't speak to you by: jeniviolet A compliment must be posted for you to guess, by: jennylee Also, a memory of me. It can be good or bad, just so long as it really happened. Then post this to your journal to see what people remember about you. Today, my day was wacky. I thought I'd be more excited about it, but hadn't known of anyone that has used it before. I washed my face with it tonight, and I busted out laughing ;D Then, there was this: My precioussss... Jeebus, you'd think it was my birthday or something! A very merry unbirthday to me! I already called the MOM and gushed at her on the lake. He made me ribs and malts and gorditas. I brought much booze and myself. We spent a day in Natchitoches hanging out with an old friend of his. We stayed lazy most of the day, because if it decides to reject this meal, the results could be dangerous... April 12: drtrauma 17: tekmagika 18: ana / anavoog 23: helene23 Something happened
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
An Essay on the Unexplained or "Why I have an interest in the paranormal and supernatural."
I tend to dislike explaining myself or my actions to anyone, but in regards to the paranormal and supernatural, I would like to share a few facts and stories...
Background and Personal Investigations
I have always been interested in such anomalies as ghosts, u.f.o.'s, and Bigfoot, but my interest took on an investigative quality sometime back in 2001. While I have experienced some of my own unexplainable events, I wanted to explore the possibility of other peoples' inexplicable incidents. To conduct my investigations, I started off with one simple question: "Have you ever experienced any form of paranormal or supernatural activity?" While conducting my investigations, my findings surprised me. A great majority of the people I asked that simple question to had an intriguing answer. As much as I can remember, as many as four female friends of mine have seen a spectral apparition in one form or an other (unknown spirits, the Virgin Mary). A male friend of mine, while being operated on after getting shot in the chest, experienced an out-of-body experience (o.b.e.) in which he looked down upon his body and the doctors operating. You may be surprised by what you discover just by asking that one simple question to close friends and relatives. Growing up, I read as many books and watched as many television shows on such subjects as I could. In the nineties, there were television shows such as Sightings and Unexplained Mysteriesto feed my hunger of u.f.o. footage and ghost stories. On the net, there are countless web sites devoted to reporting on the latest in unexplainable phenomena.
I have always been interested in such anomalies as ghosts, u.f.o.'s, and Bigfoot, but my interest took on an investigative quality sometime back in 2001. While I have experienced some of my own unexplainable events, I wanted to explore the possibility of other peoples' inexplicable incidents. To conduct my investigations, I started off with one simple question: "Have you ever experienced any form of paranormal or supernatural activity?" While conducting my investigations, my findings surprised me. A great majority of the people I asked that simple question to had an intriguing answer. As much as I can remember, as many as four female friends of mine have seen a spectral apparition in one form or an other (unknown spirits, the Virgin Mary). A male friend of mine, while being operated on after getting shot in the chest, experienced an out-of-body experience (o.b.e.) in which he looked down upon his body and the doctors operating. You may be surprised by what you discover just by asking that one simple question to close friends and relatives. Growing up, I read as many books and watched as many television shows on such subjects as I could. In the nineties, there were television shows such as Sightings and Unexplained Mysteriesto feed my hunger of u.f.o. footage and ghost stories. On the net, there are countless web sites devoted to reporting on the latest in unexplainable phenomena.
My experience with Electronic Voice Phenomenon ( E.V.P.)
First, I think I should explain that E.V.P. is a phenomenon in which a spectral voice is recorded by any sort of recording device. While my experience occurred using a micro-cassette recorder, the "experts" in this field use digital recorders. Also, I feel that there are variations of E.V.P., not just the type that capture the voices of spirits. This event occurred around Halloween of 2001 and sparked my investigations: I was beginning to learn about E.V.P. when I decided to conduct my own experiments in this field. At that time I was working nights and realized that would greatly improve my chances of catching something genuine on tape without any discrepancies. Before leaving for work, leaving an empty apartment except for a single cat, I said out loud some like, "If there are any spirits here, let yourselves be known on this tape." I don't remember exactly what I said, but it was something like that. Before I recorded I made sure that at least the side of the tape I was using was blank and that the recorder had fresh batteries, also insuring my chances of catching something genuine on tape. I set the micro-cassette recorder in the middle of the coffee table, pushed the record button, and went to work. After work I came home and reviewed the tape. After a while, I still heard nothing, but I kept on listening intent of finishing the entire tape. To my surprise (and horror) about half way through the tape I finally heard a voice. Only it wasn't one of a spirit, it was my own. I reviewed the tape again and again paying close attention to the slightest detail. What I was hearing was what seemed to be the recorder stopping, starting up again, my voice saying "nine," the recording stopping again, and then continuing to record until the tape stopped. I have no easy explanation for this event, I can only call it an E.V.P.
First, I think I should explain that E.V.P. is a phenomenon in which a spectral voice is recorded by any sort of recording device. While my experience occurred using a micro-cassette recorder, the "experts" in this field use digital recorders. Also, I feel that there are variations of E.V.P., not just the type that capture the voices of spirits. This event occurred around Halloween of 2001 and sparked my investigations: I was beginning to learn about E.V.P. when I decided to conduct my own experiments in this field. At that time I was working nights and realized that would greatly improve my chances of catching something genuine on tape without any discrepancies. Before leaving for work, leaving an empty apartment except for a single cat, I said out loud some like, "If there are any spirits here, let yourselves be known on this tape." I don't remember exactly what I said, but it was something like that. Before I recorded I made sure that at least the side of the tape I was using was blank and that the recorder had fresh batteries, also insuring my chances of catching something genuine on tape. I set the micro-cassette recorder in the middle of the coffee table, pushed the record button, and went to work. After work I came home and reviewed the tape. After a while, I still heard nothing, but I kept on listening intent of finishing the entire tape. To my surprise (and horror) about half way through the tape I finally heard a voice. Only it wasn't one of a spirit, it was my own. I reviewed the tape again and again paying close attention to the slightest detail. What I was hearing was what seemed to be the recorder stopping, starting up again, my voice saying "nine," the recording stopping again, and then continuing to record until the tape stopped. I have no easy explanation for this event, I can only call it an E.V.P.
My experience with Shadow People
I have not seen what I have come to know as shadow people for many years now. Until I was around 7 to 8 years old, every once in a while, I would see shadow people (male/female) darting across walls or lawns. I was never scared of them and I always accepted them as what they were. I suppose as I got older I would dismiss the shadow people as my eyes playing tricks on me, but there is one incident that made me think of shadow people in a different light. From 2nd to 8th grade I went to the same small private school, the school yard was a lot smaller than most public schools. Around the edge of the actual building there was a slight downward angle of wood that hid the bottom of the trailers that ended in a dirt/flower bed. One day a kid I knew, but really wasn't friends with, and I sat on the edge and looked out into the school yard. We were talking about something and all of a sudden he jumps up and looks around the corner of the building. I asked why he did that. He responded that sometimes he saw shadow people and he wanted to get a better look at it because, as he said, they ran fast. Ever since that day I knew I wasn't alone and wondered what exactly we were seeing. I figured that the two of us, practically strangers, could not imagine the same thing.
I have not seen what I have come to know as shadow people for many years now. Until I was around 7 to 8 years old, every once in a while, I would see shadow people (male/female) darting across walls or lawns. I was never scared of them and I always accepted them as what they were. I suppose as I got older I would dismiss the shadow people as my eyes playing tricks on me, but there is one incident that made me think of shadow people in a different light. From 2nd to 8th grade I went to the same small private school, the school yard was a lot smaller than most public schools. Around the edge of the actual building there was a slight downward angle of wood that hid the bottom of the trailers that ended in a dirt/flower bed. One day a kid I knew, but really wasn't friends with, and I sat on the edge and looked out into the school yard. We were talking about something and all of a sudden he jumps up and looks around the corner of the building. I asked why he did that. He responded that sometimes he saw shadow people and he wanted to get a better look at it because, as he said, they ran fast. Ever since that day I knew I wasn't alone and wondered what exactly we were seeing. I figured that the two of us, practically strangers, could not imagine the same thing.
The only song I will post as a blog...
The song is "Somebody" by Depeche Mode
This is one of the most true to life songs I have ever heard. These lyrics say what I want to say:
"Somebody"
I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who’ll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She’ll get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She’ll hear me out
And won’t easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she’ll often disagree
But at the end of it all
She will understand me.
I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought
and With every breath
Someone who’ll help me see things In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don’t want to be tied
To anyone’s strings
I’m carefully trying to steer clear of Those things
But when I’m asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I’ll get away with it
Here's where you can hear "Somebody":
*links open in new tab*
Good Quality Original Version (youtube)
Great Remix (youtube)
This is one of the most true to life songs I have ever heard. These lyrics say what I want to say:
"Somebody"
I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who’ll stand by my side
And give me supportAnd in return
She’ll get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She’ll hear me out
And won’t easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she’ll often disagree
But at the end of it all
She will understand me.
I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought
and With every breath
Someone who’ll help me see things In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don’t want to be tied
To anyone’s strings
I’m carefully trying to steer clear of Those things
But when I’m asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I’ll get away with it
Here's where you can hear "Somebody":
*links open in new tab*
Good Quality Original Version (youtube)
Great Remix (youtube)
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
How I defeated the Internet Security 2010 virus.
It was the 26th, a cold and dark night on the outskirts of the I.E. I was prowling the Internet for the usual t.p.g.'s when all of a sudden...
-All links opened an empty tab
-several security alerts popped up in every conceivable way
-ctrl+alt+del and other commands were blocked by admin.
-an admin user was created on Windows
I tried the usual ctrl+alt+del and also tried to access the restore points.
All these actions were blocked.
I thought to myself, "Fuck this. I kinda need this computer."
I was able to restart in safe mode. I thought maybe it wouldn't be there, but it was.
I opened my only security software, Malwarebyte's "Anti-Malware."
I ran the full disk scan on the C drive and let it do its thing.
It beeped at me which was my signal to come and close the pop-ups,
only for it to pop-up some more.
I'd go back to watch tv
more beeps
I think it was about three hours and the scan was done.
I fell asleep somewhere in between.
There it was, 7 items were found
and among them?
Internet Security 2010
I told it to remove it and it did. Then I tried to open the Task Manager and it wasn't blocked anymore.
I then went and accessed a restore point a couple days before and restarted.
That's it.
I also had Spybot S&D run a quick scan simultaneously with Anti-Malware.
I don't know if it did anything special.
Anywho, I was scared my computer was dead-meat, but I got through it. Yay!
The End.
-All links opened an empty tab
-several security alerts popped up in every conceivable way
-ctrl+alt+del and other commands were blocked by admin.
-an admin user was created on Windows
I tried the usual ctrl+alt+del and also tried to access the restore points.
All these actions were blocked.
I thought to myself, "Fuck this. I kinda need this computer."
I was able to restart in safe mode. I thought maybe it wouldn't be there, but it was.
I opened my only security software, Malwarebyte's "Anti-Malware."
I ran the full disk scan on the C drive and let it do its thing.
It beeped at me which was my signal to come and close the pop-ups,
only for it to pop-up some more.
I'd go back to watch tv
more beeps
I think it was about three hours and the scan was done.
I fell asleep somewhere in between.
There it was, 7 items were found
and among them?
Internet Security 2010
I told it to remove it and it did. Then I tried to open the Task Manager and it wasn't blocked anymore.
I then went and accessed a restore point a couple days before and restarted.
That's it.
I also had Spybot S&D run a quick scan simultaneously with Anti-Malware.
I don't know if it did anything special.
Anywho, I was scared my computer was dead-meat, but I got through it. Yay!
The End.
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